A Nice Ring to It

She walked into the manager’s office. Surely, she’d done something wrong.

Why else would she be here?

“Take a seat,” said the manager.

His gaze was mysterious. She could not read him.

She sat.

“You’ve been with us a while,” he said.

“Seven years,” she said.

“You’ve put in a lot of hours,” he said.

“Sixty a week,” she said.

“The head of your department is stepping down,” he said,

“you should consider applying.”

She shrunk back.

“Me?” she said.

“Yes,” he said, “we appreciate the work you’ve put in.”

She hadn’t thought of herself as management material, but the moment he said it, it just made sense.

“Thank you. I will,” she said.

Manager: it had a nice ring to it.





My front windshield is cracked,

has been for several months now.

Every now and again,

I have the money to fix it,

but end up spending the cash

on something else.

Yes, yes, we only have so many resources

but still

I feel this a metaphor for something:

life, probably.

The world’s problems are vast and consuming,

and we can spend all our days chasing

after all kinds of things,

that seem good and productive at the time;

or, we can spend time fixing the windshields

of our lives.

Ah, yes. I can see clearly now.

The crack is gone.

Sabbath Rest

I find I am much happier when I am at rest.

Note, I am seldom without something to do;

but, there is a significant difference between

having a schedule that’s full to the brim,

and doing what needs to be done as the need arises.

I have a knack for overbooking.

Why? I don’t know.

It takes me away from my wife, it robs me of my joy,

and it depletes my finances,

yet I overbook all the time.

Maybe I just desire the fame, or the attention?

Or maybe I am just afraid of being alone.

God, you are enough.

Let me be proactive about pursuing peace.

Welcome me in to Your Sabbath rest.

Fake it Til You Make It?

We all like the world of make believe. As kids we used to play it all the time. Adults do too. Musicians do large venues and struggle to pay bills. Models do huge advertising campaigns and go home to a small artists’ loft they share with three to five other people. This is a good encouragement to support your local artist. It is also a plea for you to not get so down-in-the-mouth at times when you feel you haven’t “made it” like they have.

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We all struggle to get by, to make ends meet, to provide for our families. Sure, there are exceptions, but they are the exception, rather than the rule. So, you may never be as big as you think they are; but, chances are, neither will they, and that’s okay! Just keep doing what you’re doing: taking practical and effective steps each and every day towards your goal and you’ll find yourself looking back in the future in awe of how far you’ve come. Ask any dieter or musician: greatness is not won overnight, but greatness is possible over time. So, takes the steps today to achieve it.

Don’t worry. Don’t compare. Just do you.


Financial Planning for the Creative Mind

Hello all,

On Saturday, Our Kind of Awesome will celebrate the one-year anniversary of “Polyphony“‘s release. For those who do not remember, “Polyphony” was the most well-received short film in the Project 12 Film Series, now F10 Films, line-up, having scored a “Best Write of Passage” Short Film Award nomination at the 168 Film Festival.

I am tremendously proud of “Polyphony,” as well as all the twelve films made last year (2014). Indeed, 2014 was a very productive year. However, with great productivity comes great costs.

True, we did not invest as much as some do on their short films. (Some shorts have been known to cost five grand, and beyond.) But we still needed to pay our actors, cover the submission costs for the film festivals we entered, invest in posters and other marketing materials, and feed cast, crew, premiere attendees, and beyond.

There is a certain glamour attached to filmmaking, as there is to a great number of artistic endeavors. But the reality is that art can also a great way to lose money, rather than gain it, if you are not careful. Through proper marketing and mobilization of your fan base, art can be a fun and lucrative endeavor, but it always begins, like a start-up business, as an investment, an out-of-pocket expense that may or may not be recuperated.

Of course, some people have gone the route of crowdfunding sites such as Kickstarter and Indiegogo to help defray the cost of production. The problem with these sites, although you’re free to try them, is that I have seen a lot of wonderful projects come out from them with little or nothing in return. The experience can be disheartening, so I advise you to approach the experience with caution. Note: If you already have a product ready, be it a film simply needing post-production or distribution funds, it will be a lot easier to succeed in this realm.

With that in mind, I recommend using the resources that you have available to you. Who do you know? What locations do you have access to? What moneys can you pool together? Carefully record those details and write out a plan of how you plan to use them. When everyone is on the same page on the resources available, you will save a lot of time and hassle when heading into production. Do not fret if you don’t have a lot to start off with, we all have to start somewhere. And don’t pretend to have more than you do, credit cards can be wonderful resources when in a bind, but if you rely on them, you can easily find yourself in deep doodoo when your art doesn’t have the financial feedback you were expecting. Personal example: I’m still paying off credit card debts from last year’s series.

When it all comes down to it, you will ultimately have to decide whether the art you are producing is done as a hobby or as a business. The deciding factor is not if you have a company name and/or a business card. The deciding factor is whether or not you are willing and able to make the steps to turn your passion project into a financially lucrative and sustainable entity. Nowadays, artists in various disciplines are finding it harder and harder to make a living in the advent digital age. So, if you are interested in going the distance, perhaps start your project off as a side business and let things grow or die from there. Know that there is no shame in either path. The only shame is doing something not meant for you. Let the haters hate and the mockers laugh. You just do you, and may God richly bless you on your journey.

Sincerely yours,