look upon my hands
and wash them clean
my eyes and set them ablaze
and shoot it upon into the sky
into the heavenly realms,
lock it away where no demon of hell
can touch it.
Now, I am yours
I am mighty in You
Teach me to do Thy will
I am a child of light
but it’s so easy to be tempted into the dark.
In the dark there is judgement and fear,
in the light there is hope and joy.
Why do I stray?
I stray because I am human.
Yet, Jesus, who is divine,
always beckons me back.
Sometimes I fear God,
but He always welcomes me.
He must speak truth now and again,
cutting out what is evil,
but He always replaces it with good.
all there is is spoiled food,
appealing but rotten.
I rejoice in the Holy Banquet of the Divine,
it tastes as wonderful as it smells.
Every time I find myself starving,
He calls dinnertime.
How fast I run to His bosom,
into His outstretched arms.
I am His child, forever and always.
What a wonderful word!
The idea of our past mistakes being forgiven absolutely.
Are there still consequences for our actions? You bet.
But now we are not stuck in the past,
having instead been given a new way truth and life in which we can walk,
a future of promise.
“For I know the plans I have for you,” says the LORD,
“plans to prosper you and not to harm you.
Plans to give you hope and a future.”
Saul was struck by light
on the way to Damascas.
“Saul, why do you kick
against the goads?” said our LORD.
It was at that moment that Saul realized
He had been worshipping God wrongly,
when only moments before he believed he
was serving Him right.
God needs to do that now and again:
show up in a beam of light,
pointing out where we have strayed.
Otherwise we grope about in the dark,
pretending it to have it all together
but really falling apart at the seams.
God does not want that. Not at all.
“Go to the house of Simon the tanner and be healed,”
Not once, but forever.
This is our God,
gracious, forgiving, just and good.
We sit in the tea shop. Jeremy reflects on his mission trip and the vacation that followed.
“It’s funny,” he said, “when I went to Kentucky, I wondered what I would do there, and they told me ‘just be.’ When I went to Hawaii, I was searching for a feeling, and missed all the wonderful things I did.”
Life isn’t one thing or the other. Every situation calls for a different response. The trick is to listen, to be present, and let God instruct us on the specific way we should go.
once all the footage is in,
the editor is given the task of
cutting, copying, and pasting the film together
so that it forms a powerful and cohesive whole.
There are scenes, brilliant snippets of reel,
that end up getting cut because they do not fit
the master narrative,
either they slow down the pace or otherwise
take away from the work as a whole.
Life is like that, sometimes
we must cut out even the good things
if they clutter, clog, or distract.
There are a billion different ways we could go.
LORD, give me the wisdom to know which paths to follow
and the strength to persist in the paths You have marked out
Thank you God for the job I have,
the chance to recoup the losses,
regain the wealth I so foolishly squandered.
Yet, even still, I miss people,
hearing their stories,
making eye contact with the living.
If it is possible, return me to my former self,
or better even, if it is Your will.